Post by Hikaru Karamorita on Mar 5, 2009 2:23:33 GMT 9
hikaru karamorita
Tear apart the darkness within your cold dreams
The injured wings, resting in the springs
The broken, pale lost days
I haven't been defeated by my fear
I won't run away from my fate
i can hear the stories blending
as the words begin to rearrange
( the friends )
+ don't hesitate to remember everything from this never ending drama monologue , friends forever
+ don't leave your hate in surrender try to save all the friends that you have lost , partners in crime
+ save yourself from everything that you have learned save yourself from all trust , siamese twin
+ we will all learn from the burning out we will all learn from the liar's mouth , practically family
+ where you are where you've been so far in this business of inconsistent paper stars , best
+ so let us die but let us live if you want blood there's none to give just stop asking , close
+ just breathe the midnight air will do you well i miss your taste i miss your smell , good
+ the past mistakes that brought you here will break the fall for you, my dear , average
+ ask the nurse for bandages don’t send me on my way rescue me , drinking friends
+ can you hear me say i got nothing left to lose someone please making sense , party friends
+ you’re hallow and shallow all the cowards said in silence it's so hard to swallow , on and off
+ when you're someone that nobody wants i'm the one asking questions here , friend of a friend
+ all the devils and tyrants i hope you hear me loud and clear i'll be the only one , friend of an enemy
+ just call my name out loud just call my name when it feels like you're slipping away , inner clique
+ we're battered and broken all the members said in frustration how about a declaration , fake friend
+ you're an angel, i'm a devil but we'll meet somewhere in between heaven hell , friend of the family
+ i'll take you away from everything you're a dream i'm a nightmare we’ll meet , childhood - good
+ the sheets, the covers, and the headboard i'll be a king if you are a queen , childhood - bad
+ i just fell in love for the first time watch as i pick myself up off the ground , past friend
+ i turn my back and walk away from the pain screaming loud, drowning out , pen pal
i walked on the edge i saw the edge
of my future being held back by the past
( the lovers )
+ listen up, i had enough of all this waiting i need you more right now than i ever did , final love
+ you're the minutes i'm the hour we'll meet somewhere in between never now or too soon , true love
+ there's sugar in the engine i feel the friction and tension near sprinkle salt on the injured , dating
+ it's been such a controversial year look closely life isn't what it seems sometimes , future
+ there's smoke all around the ceiling i get the feeling that no one safe let's concentrate , mutual crush
+ close your eyes and make a wish you need more than a crucifix to survive i know , crush on me
+ in my arms you lie you're sleeping and you're still i'm wide awake because i can't take it , crush on ---
+ this is how i feel set my mind at ease i'm worried and upset when my front door isn't home , flirting
+ so listen up and let the music play if you listen hard enough you could hear my say , on and off dating
+ this is the sound of desperation this is the sound of me wearing thin this is , physical attraction
+ you’ve heard it all before now you'll hear it all again i never said i would rather be dead , sexual tension
+ i have thought about the end so this is starting over and over the nights keep blending , make out buddy
+ our hearts will beat stronger as we will remain as one we will last just a little while longer , fuck buddy
+ we pull ourselves together we can't help but be torn apart we will always have each other , fwb
+ you're passing on all the fun we had we only cry but once you made us laugh in photographs , past lover
+ time has come now we must figure out driving north or going south growing up or falling , past crush
+ phases all end at once please tell me what you want to hear right now it doesn’t mater , past attraction
+ days i cant live without they way you always try to bring me down i feel so temporary , broke my heart
+ throw me away for an ordinary life you know you’ve done it once or twice you know , broke your heart
+ the clock is already done the time is gone this all went wrong now were waiting , mutual break up
it’s easy to forget who you are
in this business of paper stars
( the enemies )
+ take me by the hand please try to make me understand the choice is made now its too late , loathing
+ i’ll exit now into an early grave the clock is done ticking second chances the clock’s done , hatred
+ rearrange the pieces of a broken faith do you believe in me because i’m not sure , mutual dislike
+ pick up the pieces and make me understand why we can’t move any faster , one sided dislike
+ solution for the broken down abuse i’m waiting for the fading floor to let me fall through , rival
+ i’m getting closer to letting go of you what you don’t know will only make this worse , friendly rival
+ can you feel my fingertips tracing all over your body my knees are weak as i whisper softly , jealously
+ it takes time to get close enough to you i didn’t want to be a curse you wont be , one sided jealousy
+ i should go straight to hell for better or for worse the best news i have ever heard , annoyance
+ all the doctors and the pills cant cure the way i feel about myself if i’m afraid , dislike by association
+ for everything prescribing ends to society i feel addicted to this prescription , dislike for no reason
+ the problem lies within the help let go if it hurts so badly i just smile and suffer through the pain , ewb
+ all the corpses walk step by step to the rhythm of their once beating hearts over and over , past friend
+ they march on and on to the same old songs trying to find something worth living for , past lover
+ ghosts or memories to hold me back a fresh start was all i ever asked and on and on , childhood enemy
+ sometimes it hurts the most to be who you are you can change your mind , enemy of the family
+ you said she is so evil but she looks like heaven to me i’d follow her to hell and back again , fake enemy
+ i swear i’d signed my name in blood it dripped down from my veins i swore i’d never tell , differences
+ i know where to go a sky where stars align point the blame clear your name or just kill the time , fighting
+ my dreams slowly turn they turn to black and whit they die they die they die on and on , no association
the only way i can get through the day
is to try to make amends
( the others)
+ come back home you’re all alone everyone is waiting for the words to say to make you stay , family
+ to keep you in their arms hold still so i can feel the words that hurt the hit that kills , distant family
+ the latest fight that lasts all night turn off the lights and leave right now i know , mutual protection
+ i’m too slow to catch you here i know that she knows she’s running far from me , protective of me
+ slow down oh no so i can catch you now slow down oh no so we can work this out , protective of hikaru
+ i’m cold and tired let’s start a fire and then we’ll fall asleep you and me you and me , mutual respect
+ forget what you’re not what you’ve learned i know where you are i know you got burned , respect me
+ are we telling lies or are we just keeping secrets everybody’s turning pages in my life , respect Hikaru
+ let’s talk about the summer sunshine my life is dark right now like the winter night , admiration
+ are we starting to separate or are we just forgetting faces everybody’s turning pages , stalker
+ so hold you’re head up high you know what you’ve done it happens once in a lifetime , obsessed
+ another time to live in doubt another line to scream out loud if we could only wait this out , scared of me
+ we’ll see this through another time to live in doubt one more line to scream out loud , scared of Hikaru
+ i’m lost so lost so lost i’ve fallen down so far down you said to take a deep breath , roomate
+ count back from ten it’s the only way you know how to begin begin to tell me everything , classmate
+ start at the end at the beginning of when you first met him i’m lost so lost , good influence on me
+ run away don’t stay for him he’s the reason for this darkness you’ve been living in , good influence on Hikaru
+ away from here we can’t stay another year we’re leaving on the wings of insincere , bad influence on me
+ it’s hard to sing when you’re lungs don’t believe a single word you say i can hear , bad influence on Hikaru
+ go back to yesterday the day you first felt the illness an unwillingness to ever change , tutor
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credit for plot goes to JACBABY ! of CAUTION!. coloring goes to color blender, obviously. lyrics all go to hawthorne heights; an amazing band that deserves more credit then they get. all lyrics are from fragile future. time for plotting, eh? if i post in your’s, you post in mine, and vice versa. it’s only fair. me means my character and you means your character; simple enough. if there is a “---“, please replace it with your character’s name. there is eighty relationships up there, so finding more then just a couple should be easy enough. please, no one liner’s. i like my plot to stay pretty, so if you don’t post in the correct colors and you leave me little to work with, i will likely not add you to my beautiful plot. i can always change the relationships, because it is my plot. most likely i will have a reason for doing so; not just out of pure spite. [/font][/size][/center]